07:50

this city has screwed me over since the beginning. when i first started working, the day i received my very first paycheck. (muni & safeway)

11:49

i’m not going to attack anyone unless i really need to. the other day it came close, but i was patient enough. if anyone ever thinks of trying this again, i will do what i need to. (without any added stress)

10:57

๐ŸŒž๐ŸŒด๐Ÿงบyou don’t get to come here in this second home of mine and change the rules, that’s my job! because i am one of the most reasonable people around ~ (from other places)

05:58

just an fyi to everyone in town: i never asked for your approval to be here, and quite frankly i don’t need it. i say this especially to all of the new faces that think they can come at me with the lines of “you really need to get out of here” “we don’t want you” , suck it up buttercup!!! i’m here until i receive my money. !

05:52

lift up your blanket please. lift up your blanket please! alright, well if it keeps happening i am going to knock until you do. i will pound if i have to.

16:14

when ~nonchalant~ becomes a problem, in what state are we in? (and i mean it widely, we are all people at the end of the day) when does ~nonchalant~ become a problem?

14:28

he told me after checkout… someone else cried foul. it’s possible… i had to rethink things for an hour. upset at myself for moving my mouth more than needed, and the hand gesture too. i don’t know him, his side, or what he’s been through. however, i’m pretty sure he’s been there before, and if i use the restroom it is always before i grab a cart. usual routine, but not often i use there. not going to feel uncomfortable anymore, as you can see i show it!

07:30

waiting for me turn at the serving table. am wondering what a white flashing light means on the cctv camera? it’s usually a steady blue, (it went back to blue after a moment)

05:11

is it a coincidence that this morning i have a staff stand outside by the door giving me looks and they deliberately turn and start walking into me the moment i make my way inside? (they were less than a foot away from me and i had to swerve to avoid hitting them)

<<<๐Ÿ–ผ<<

09:31

sorry, is it because you feel threatened i choose to take care of myself in alternative ways? but i can’t do my own blood work, or check ups, or transport myself to the hospital in an emergency, can i? i don’t know everything, and there are things you may suggest that i am open to hear… hmm,

10:22

first time i listened to a song you sent (that i can remember), it's okay... soso. maybe a remix would make it better, (for my taste)

06:28

all i can do is laugh at y’all today, that’s all you’re getting out of me! (anywhere)

12:30

i decided to skip lunch at martine’s today, ate tuna on bread in the park instead. but you will see me again in the morning, ~ ๐ŸŒธ

10:24

there used to be a better breed of people here, (or?) but these are the one’s that will do it in… (a shame)

10:14

am shocked this morning at martine’s to find a volunteer serving food not only eating over the tray, but also holding a napkin under their chin to catch something coming out (from after a shave, perhaps?) i have it on video, 01 & 02 โ€ข

10:11

i left the baking soda on the bed, in the corner. they could make a mess with it and say it was me but i don’t care… (my sandals are fresh once again)

05:00

baking soda? just a tiny little bit from what came off my sandal straps as i walked throughout the night, yes, and the “cleaner/maintenance” is going to come in later and sweep clean like he should.

09:25

everything would fall apart if you all had your way. you don’t know how to keep it together. (i leave little room if any, for your kind)

00:54

you may think you are something but you are nothing here. think twice next time…

00:40

oh and the movements when i’m awake, i make my “no” gestures a bit more frequently now , ! i will remain comfortable.