07:36
when i’m told i am ungrateful it has me reminding myself of the opposite…
from recent
07:29
it will be a streamlined process, simple, straightforward... without any more effort from me... or it will never get done. i have nothing left to say or do.
07:19
i’ve been there, now it’s your turn! 👍
07:06
either you face your problems, or you go crazy! (✨️🪞✨️)
21:55
do you understand how tired i am of being told i am a mammal? (i’m beyond this now!)
04:20
teas for lucid dreams, i will continue. (needed)
03:55
am i being violated in my sleep?
19:20
they just brought the “air purifier” in after 112 days away… (fear i won’t be able to breathe tonight)
09:54
if they go too far, too too far, i might not handle it so nicely… (in the meantime i continue to ignore)
12:58
the urgency is my money, and i don't want to deal with people to get there.
11:25
pardon? i'm just saying... it becomes much easier to ignore people now, i can even laugh at them. (just making a point)
10:49
believe it or not i still have people looking ... to set me up, i realize now and for a long time, that's all it ever was before. ..
06:49
since last year i’ve heard all this talk about how i have protection! pretend i don’t!!!
06:39
nope, it's the same anywhere. that's why i've tuned into such a fine attitude.
06:58
you need to be deported. ! (sprayed my shoulder)
10:16
i will meet no one in the middle. (where am i today?)
09:45
join the army? now why would i do that? (no.!)
08:41
i’ve spent so much time away from the norms and what’s accepted and tolerated, i’ve almost forgotten and have to stop and think for a moment is it really this way? get the fuck out of here with your dirty needs!
08:23
i’ve always been this way? actually for a time i considered another’s point of view, i gave my time, thought, effort. what was that?
08:04
what am i worth? maybe nothing to you, but why should that matter to me?
07:23
i will always be alone? i’ve adapted to live alone, i wouldn’t have it any other way. you couldn’t force it with anything.
21:00
to no one in particular
i hurt your ego and i am not sorry
i proved you wrong and i am not sorry
i continue to follow my own way and i am not sorry
i’m good, i’m right, and i am not sorry
i will never be sorry
19:09
anyway i've not seen any of you in 6 years and 4 months, no video call, no photo new or old. just memory.
21:10
since i stopped working, 16.5 months outside, 30 months in shelter.
22 months i’ve received money, 18 months in san francisco = $1,962 ——- 4 months in vancouver = $1,800.
$3,762
17:25
well, no more laundry for a few weeks at least. (when i receive some money again) deal with it!