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10:01

oh but it is not marijuana i am out of … it is my mind, right?

23:33

i dropped my pen again – the jewel landed in front of my locker ~

First Post

22:29

This will be more of a scrambled babble…

I waited a little too long to start earning money again, but mental health is important…

I no longer view other people in the same way that I used to…

I take care of myself. I have no time for distractions anymore…

I needed half of a year to heal. And for what? I did nothing wrong. I took care of myself and someone else who was not giving me peace. I went to work. I saved up money by living in a car. I had other goals in my mind.

Who is it to decide what decisions I make and when? When I first started working at that place I felt good just because I was making money, and able to pay the bills.

I set a goal, saved up a decent amount and quit before I lost it.

I have been work free for over half of a year.

And they said I wasn’t doing well… some sketchy person I was…