17:37

i’ve had someone pull a knife out on me before and after i ever did, was this another setup? i felt ignored the whole time as i explained the situation that just happened. trespassing?

08:58

english comes before spanish. this is north america. not central america, not south america. north america.

07:50

this city has screwed me over since the beginning. when i first started working, the day i received my very first paycheck. (muni & safeway)

07:28

this old creep is walking around shaving his face, leaving a trail of small hairs all over the fucking place! (he smirks about it)

02:45

if i had a gun, i’d have engraved a “no” on the left side. (and that’s not all)

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was i unreasonable for not opening my bag when asked? i frequent this location and no employee intervened while this security guard was ripping my bag away from my shoulder/hands. scolded an employee for attempting to block my exit after i made my way outside. security tried to block my way back inside after i grabbed a cart, manager had him step aside to let me shop. i said “niggers” out loud, but i feel bad about it. a bad way of venting in the moment. oh well, moving on. my belongings were falling out, thankfully nothing was lost or broken, apart from my bag. had them give me a new bag free of charge,

he apologized after checkout, and i did too for being offensive. told him to have a good day, (meant it)

10:26

when someone comes back at me with the fact this is a soup kitchen, i just want to strangle you!

18:54

i will never accept anything from any stranger, don’t even try…

13:47

these bitches are receiving money, before me… (so rude and undeserving)

07:25

get that shit out of my face, and cover your mouth please. !

00:10

i would certainly need some level of protection, yes? i've been given the impression i have it, to a degree, after this many years alone. and i am good with privilege, no? i carry myself with a good attitude, making improvement because i want to, not because i'm told. we all know i don't like that...

13:14

thank you for making it manageable, so to speak. i appreciate the help (and rest!), when i needed it most.

15:21

i’m learning a bit more each day i am here actually, ~ ! (not as it seems)

07:34

if you expected me to be the caregiver in this position well,

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with some assistance from the nurse i was able to finish wrapping my hand nicely,

07:12

i know what they are doing and not doing. maybe you are just too used to the system. anyway i keep my calm, is that what you're worried about? i handle things tastefully today.