09:57
i am not listening to your voices today, they will be ignored, silenced. i will not give them any more attention.
Author: justin
09:45
join the army? now why would i do that? (no.!)
08:41
i’ve spent so much time away from the norms and what’s accepted and tolerated, i’ve almost forgotten and have to stop and think for a moment is it really this way? get the fuck out of here with your dirty needs!
08:23
i’ve always been this way? actually for a time i considered another’s point of view, i gave my time, thought, effort. what was that?
08:09
everything they say is going in one ear and out of the other, and i'm going to say (and do) whatever i please.
08:04
what am i worth? maybe nothing to you, but why should that matter to me?
07:23
i will always be alone? i’ve adapted to live alone, i wouldn’t have it any other way. you couldn’t force it with anything.
21:38
i'm already sure of myself and accomplishments. i don't want to waste time talking to anyone.
21:00
to no one in particular
i hurt your ego and i am not sorry
i proved you wrong and i am not sorry
i continue to follow my own way and i am not sorry
i’m good, i’m right, and i am not sorry
i will never be sorry
19:09
anyway i've not seen any of you in 6 years and 4 months, no video call, no photo new or old. just memory.
21:10
since i stopped working, 16.5 months outside, 30 months in shelter.
22 months i’ve received money, 18 months in san francisco = $1,962 ——- 4 months in vancouver = $1,800.
$3,762
19:07
it’s just underwear i said to myself, until i thought about the money, and time, and harrassment at times… should have just left. i stayed and acted a bit like a fool. (feeling bad)
17:35
well, so i found my underwear. forgot to take it out of my blue bag. but i had a reason to suspect they stole it because things have gone missing before. (never found those) one time recently i left a pair in the shower at the shelter, but was like whatever… that doesn’t explain for the rest though. (here and there) i’m down to only two…
17:25
well, no more laundry for a few weeks at least. (when i receive some money again) deal with it!
17:17
isn’t it something, i’ve seen people do lots of things here and they only get a week/one day suspension. but here i am letting off steam kicking the toilet flush a few times, putting my hand up in a staff face, and upon exiting exclaiming that i am tired of them stealing my clothes, proceeding to slam the door open as i walked out. (and slamming shut after) as i was walking away, another staff comes out and says to me i am suspended forever. i suppose it’s for the best.
16:40
i said aloud, i’ll destroy this place. i can. (if i wanted to)
16:36
as i finished folding my clothes, and started putting them away, i noticed something was missing. went through all of the trash bins, looked inside of the storage room by the shower/laundry… could not find my grey underwear. now i am down to only one pair, the red.
15:07
can't help but find that a bit strange, another marriage. 🙄 what's the point?
15:05
take it easy? already am, maybe even a bit too much.
15:03
i wasn’t supposed to figure this all out, so i’ve heard.
13:34
and if i say the wrong words?
13:25
there was a long time i never had a wallet case either, and i never thought anything of it.
12:58
i could remove these jewels i have placed on my phone, but i like the way they look (and the camera(s) is poor quality anyway)
10:39
you can’t control me no matter which approach you take, and everyone is going to learn it, if they haven’t already.
10:23
the company of another is not worth my freedom. (no love)