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organizing
Author: justin
16:30
what is up with all of these LA hats, in SF?
22:42
is it the job of staff to suffocate the entire room of people, or are they supposed to allow proper air flow? >>>
22:05
do you even hear me? how my brain is today? how my life is today? how much things have changed? are you listening?
21:17
first night back in shelter, how long until the complaints start rolling in?
16:43
i need support to get this done but where is it? do i have any ? surely not going to ever trust a stranger again, and that is what everyone is… y’all are becoming more so as well
19:09
well this is all old talk anyway, not sure why you take this tone now. just repeating a familiar line you should know all too well by now, why you would say i do not value you when for whatever reason i still talk to you i am not certain
10:40
no action just a few taps of this screen,
10:55
i never listen to music anymore but this morning i made my way to an old last.fm account i used way back when and chose this song to play ,
12:46
if someone asked you what it is i have spent the most money on, what would you say in response?
13:19
surely you aren’t new to the world and how some people operate. or maybe you are not quite used to this setting. what am i doing to improve my situation? well i used to work and get things done until i was pushed out of that. i have no way forward because the harassment continues to increase while i myself continue doing better alone. i’m not going to accept anything else.
09:57
slobs around the serving table!
09:09
hey! anyway, have a good day. ! will continue ignoring everyone and as flavio likes to say, ~sliding away~ from trouble. YaY!
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10:31
one muffin, two cookies, and three pieces of bread.
07:42
you dismissed things i shared and expect me to give a definition of ptsd to make everything believable. but i’m not going to argue. just putting it out there. i’ve been pushing through years of this to a better place, i feel good today overall, despite everything. unlike before and up to a few years ago, when it wasn’t as true.
06:16
his response was "your mind is really messy" and mine was, < my mind is fine enough. >
19:08
do you know people from the inside who will help you obtain my ssi while i get set up and thrown away?
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who cares?
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oh, now the gate lights turn on at 4:30am instead of later (but the overhead bench lights remain off) the sign and card reader were also powered off all night unlike before when they stayed on…
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went up to check the camera, just as i did last night before 10pm. wishing i had recorded the position of it then… (it moved)
21:17
the only one
other than one more (but not really)
19:45
i sit here in the dark on a cold night after a day of rain with damp clothes, blanket, bags. waiting for me to act up, hmm?