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so what are you going to do about it? when i was like this everything was dark and dreamy like, i could barely talk, most of it i don't remember. starting at the shelter, a staff came up to me and it was like being high for the first time but so much worse. then nothing until maybe the ambulance, just having someone beside me for a moment asking me some questions, then nothing until i was being strapped onto the scanner in the hospital for just a few seconds, then nothing until i woke up around 7 in the morning looking out of the window just staring into the distance, figuring out where i was without thinking much, just silent, no questioning. they came into my room because i tried to get up and use the toilet and an alarm went off. for a brief period they even tied me up. shocker, but i didn't protest this because i was still "waking up". i even peed (a lot of it) in the bed. didn't take long though, and once i stood up, after using the toilet, i came back out and standing beside the bed i told them to allow me the ability of moving around the room freely. and for the rest of the week, i did!