a very strange(r) night so far…
Author: justin
who do i think i am? i will keep showing you…
stop coming at me with status, i will never respect it.
i am even a snob towards the snobs. ,
going for some medicine again hopefully i’m not once again harrassed by
where in my daily life does it show i am desperate for another?
some will run up to me to complain i used my pen around them, others have an issue with a head shake… hell no!
i’ve got the salt, the sweet, the protein, the heat, !
tastefully defiant
as i clean my bag i think to myself, i would receive these looks in any moment,
you feel bad for me? i would say the reverse, but i just don’t care anymore, !
wondering if i should cover the four cameras on my main phone with jewels?
you are not in my world, just passing strangers… i will not give you my time anymore ! worth zero
i am allowed to roll, i am from florida, baby ! california too, , , ! ! !
i have never built a life on this, and i do not plan to start ,
they have stories don’t they, i don’t care to hear
i don’t even want to be sharing this space with them, honestly. let’s get that clear , !
it is not even my way, and they drag me back into it. …………………… as if i want to be so funny, it is just my way of coping,
getting away from you and everyone else in the world has brought the best outcome, !
these stories will not stick with me anymore, i will disregard everything, i will turn the other way,
i want you to be well too, but you are not going to put me in harms way or take advantage of me,
focusing on the things i don’t even think about today
i do not have to go through my days thinking about myself in the ways some want me to…
how would you compose yourself homeless?