09:01

it has been 5 years since i last saw you... i don't know what this means. i've been alone for this long i am not with other people and their routines...
09:01

it has been 5 years since i last saw you... i don't know what this means. i've been alone for this long i am not with other people and their routines...
10:41
the other day somebody around mentioned syphillis and it has me viewing some example photos again this morning…
10:21
do i need to be reminded of labels also?
09:54
bread & coffee day at martine’s
09:17
i might be bitter to say some things…
08:55
was so tuned out to the things being said to me from the maybe superviser at the gus’s market, i turned my head a few minutes after, observing the different kombucha varieties… (i have a reason to, i notice a difference) but i looked right through him and carried on, i guess now i have to walk further in a day again…
08:54
whose idea is it to decorate the sidewalks? (i mean, besides yesterday)
08:23
bought an avacado and ended up throwing it away,
08:10
what should i buy from the store this morning? been switching the routine lately but i really don’t know anymore…
20:57
if i watched all these tv shows i bet i’d have even more anxiety…
20:19
so we all have to put up with this, is that right? i said aloud,
19:40
not picking up on any of your cues here…
19:16
is it a stretch to say… i moved out here sooner than i did?… (conspire)
19:04
serious question: who are they talking about, doing such awful things? i have been open about my past, am i in the wrong place to simply say some sound worse? i know i am good, putting my earbuds in.
18:18
i will be comfortable whether you like it or not!
18:16
well, there goes the shower for tonight…
17:53
i don’t know anything about stigmas, i am being reminded of them. i am the one that walks all over them, everyday around town… (with a good attitude)
17:13
an unusual usual stroll in the evening…
16:46
if you think treating me like this is going to change my mind you are mistaken.
12:59
they took this from me (for awhile) . apparently this is showing off or something.
11:15
you call yourselves adults? and you are proud of it, that behavior?
09:19
i have some chips to greet me upon my return, ~
09:08
i don’t care about your narrative, not giving it the time of day now. (i notice, but no)
08:50
who do i think i am? someone who is above and beyond all of this.
21:55
i held the curtain open not even half a minute and this little bitch demon gets out of bed to violently close the curtain, ripping it out of my hand. i back up and walk away. staff comes up to me a moment later asking if everything is okay, he saw “us getting into it” i said, why are you asking me? no, ! .
20:26
even made a quick and subtle “no” gesture pointing up next to my hair in front of the office door camera, while i made my way back into the bathroom for 10 seconds rubbing my beard in the mirror… then back into the room to this irritating scent, in more ways than one.
19:20
evil, if you view me this way, i don’t care to change it.
14:31
i will never respect the order. i don’t have respect, never have.
13:15
another weekend of cheap 🌸 that is not even half as good as before.
13:12
a damaged nerve, an infection, or both?
07:15
y’all are done… ! (i said it quietly, while sipping my coffeeish)
06:21
opened curtain again, (not even half, just a bit)
06:24
and it is closed again, !
06:31
opened it again ‼️
06:08
rise and shine i check the headlines and am reminded once again that the rest of the world is no different!
05:59
what a bunch of babies in here. staff, and clients alike. !
05:55
they are so quick to suffocate the room again! (one minute!)
00:15
oooouuuuucccchhhhhhh ! drinking lots of water and running cold water on my thumb,
15:00
doing it better? (what’s that for you?)
14:30

the tower, a jammer, idk. it reminded me i used to use my phone less… (as if i needed reminding, i still do it often)
13:34
they think it is cute, but i am not even going to pay attention. like that is how much you mean to me. (and i say it nicely)
13:11
my “real estate” would be mostly garden… (i don’t need anything too big,)
13:06
peace and good vibes all around, am ignoring everything else. (what’s that for you?)
13:00
i don’t like conflicts, always like to avoid them.
12:49
who’s shouting about the new world order? i heard it from below,
04:01
thumb is hurting so bad,
01:10
i stay quiet, make a “no” gesture with my eyes still covered, i eventually fall back asleep.
01:09
i’m wrapped like a f****ng mummy and they
21:23
do i need to make it clear that i remained in bed, covered with a blanket? (had mist of chemicals in my face and eyes, no apology whatsoever, just over 5 seconds of spraying the aisle, two feet away from my face)
04:09
is it still red, or now orange and green?
17:15
i absolutely enjoy how angry some are becoming watching me move with more comfort again. just making my way through, here and there. if you feel like walking into me, that is your problem. You Will Get Over It. !!