09:01

it has been 5 years since i last saw you... i don't know what this means. i've been alone for this long i am not with other people and their routines...

10:41

the other day somebody around mentioned syphillis and it has me viewing some example photos again this morning…

08:55

was so tuned out to the things being said to me from the maybe superviser at the gus’s market, i turned my head a few minutes after, observing the different kombucha varieties… (i have a reason to, i notice a difference) but i looked right through him and carried on, i guess now i have to walk further in a day again…

08:10

what should i buy from the store this morning? been switching the routine lately but i really don’t know anymore…

20:19

so we all have to put up with this, is that right? i said aloud,

19:04

serious question: who are they talking about, doing such awful things? i have been open about my past, am i in the wrong place to simply say some sound worse? i know i am good, putting my earbuds in.

17:53

i don’t know anything about stigmas, i am being reminded of them. i am the one that walks all over them, everyday around town… (with a good attitude)

21:55

i held the curtain open not even half a minute and this little bitch demon gets out of bed to violently close the curtain, ripping it out of my hand. i back up and walk away. staff comes up to me a moment later asking if everything is okay, he saw “us getting into it” i said, why are you asking me? no, ! .

20:26

even made a quick and subtle “no” gesture pointing up next to my hair in front of the office door camera, while i made my way back into the bathroom for 10 seconds rubbing my beard in the mirror… then back into the room to this irritating scent, in more ways than one.

06:21

opened curtain again, (not even half, just a bit)

06:24

and it is closed again, !

06:31

opened it again ‼️

06:08

rise and shine i check the headlines and am reminded once again that the rest of the world is no different!

14:30

the tower, a jammer, idk. it reminded me i used to use my phone less… (as if i needed reminding, i still do it often)

13:34

they think it is cute, but i am not even going to pay attention. like that is how much you mean to me. (and i say it nicely)

21:23

do i need to make it clear that i remained in bed, covered with a blanket? (had mist of chemicals in my face and eyes, no apology whatsoever, just over 5 seconds of spraying the aisle, two feet away from my face)

17:15

i absolutely enjoy how angry some are becoming watching me move with more comfort again. just making my way through, here and there. if you feel like walking into me, that is your problem. You Will Get Over It. !!