Author: justin

_09:22

i have tuned out of many things and into something better, don’t tell me i don’t have enough status or whatever… because i just might laugh in your face, but probably not…

_09:05

controlled opposition comes to mind again,

_08:47

oh, is it because you are used to being the bad guys, so it is not a problem for you, having this image?

_06:35

i have moved the blanket up and down before with my foot for satisfaction, as an exercise to break free from your hold.

_06:25

i was only sniffing the unopened top of peppermint oil.

_05:54

this is the second time i unhook two hooks holding the curtain on this side to make a point. why does nobody else complain, too used to it perhaps?

_01:49

i’ve already lost a toolkit last year in their possession and they leave everything loose + open in mixed bins, many items not even marked with a name or bed number.

_00:49

go on and be desperate, i am not there with you, no matter how hard you try.

_21:20

what will it take to get my attention? you don’t deserve it.

_19:13

what happens to my neck if i start shaking my head no a hundred times a day from now on?

_19:07

did she really just pretend to say “hey, i need to talk to you”?

_18:20

this month is the month of trying different instant coffee’s…

_17:53

whose side am i on? nobody’s… my own.

_13:15

it tastes so much better now, my pipe

_11:56

if what i hear around me is true i will choose to ignore it!

_11:36

https://nitsuji.net/ another year

_11:00

i was seven months outside again for what reason? in *your* words, not mine –

_10:57

what i write here may at best be just another way of coping, to some it doesn’t really matter,

_10:44

i have learned to trust nobody, and for awhile now.

_09:14

i will cope in the good ways i know how… what has stayed the same, and what has changed? you tell me, right?

_09:12

i do not like the energy around here and i do not have to…

_09:08

earplugs are always in through the entire night,,, i stay in my own bubble. ~

_08:47

and just to be clear, i’m not interested.! thanks,. (x1,2,3, )

_08:24

yes, it is the ukiah photo, and what a different time it was (or seemed)

_08:07

i have been sitting in the old telephone chair at capp for some mornings now, this morning someone placed a stack of individually wrapped condoms in the chair so i looked for a spot to place them… back next to the container they came from at the front desk…

_06:47

foul cries are so amusing today, keep them coming! ! ~

_14:12

sleep, eat sleep, eat sleep, eat

_09:28

and the people that have a problem with this shouldn’t be here… maybe, let me reflect on some things…

_08:42

what is that noise? i do not associate with it…

_20:37

i’m above and beyond taking orders from people who prey…

_20:16

who is flaunting what here? check yourself good and well, you surely aren’t the folks in charge… no way.

_20:11

too talkative today? my movements too… ~whatever~ ?

_19:02

what’s wrong with my attitude? too confident for you, too comfortable? don’t expect me to bow for anyone, you will never have that here.

_18:54

tonight they made me for the first time check in my smoking pipe, ?

_13:37

but i bought cinnamon rolls instead, and today i will buy a different variety to compare the difference.

_10:36

saturdays are always a cringe here at martine’s,

_09:26

and you can be certain i will have another puff the moment i exit this door, here at el capp-o

_09:16

a “health worker” says to a client, « you are a gold digger, you don’t stop, ~ »

_09:00

how can i go on like this? because: You Do Not rule my life.

_08:50

the world really is a lot darker than i once realized,

_08:38

i say to myself, why is she still standing there?

_08:08

scapegoating the less fortunate, it is wrong

_08:07

i am stuck having to finish eating two more cinnamon buns that seem to contain no cinnamon….