Category: 💬

13:44

i will not go through my days hearing “that’s how it is” … i do not accept being reduced to this standard of living.

06:52

how shocking it would be if my own family felt the need to go into protection from me. surely they were pressured in some way, if so…

06:45

when am i going to find out if you are real or not? go to the nearest mirror and waive a light around...

06:57

i was once told to get a life. and what do you have? something i would never want,

00:46

they pick on the past and things that are none of their business instead of being honest about their own present…

10:25

and i am moving around a bunch of people everyday, with the same nonchalant attitude i have grown accustomed to, and will keep. !

last night it became more clear they have been setting me up, this morning i walked, passed several buildings with my 🖕 and now i will carry on with my day(s) as usual…

,,, +plus 5 f i v e ⁵ cookies and the rest of the chocolate bar, with a shot of tabasco sauce

dinner is popcorn & a cookie or two half a bar of dark chocolate and a few pieces of licorice twists

do not tell me i cannot consume 🌸, i will do it anyway, within reason. it is guaranteed!

some will run up to me to complain i used my pen around them, others have an issue with a head shake… hell no!

as i clean my bag i think to myself, i would receive these looks in any moment,

you feel bad for me? i would say the reverse, but i just don’t care anymore, !

wondering if i should cover the four cameras on my main phone with jewels?

you are not in my world, just passing strangers… i will not give you my time anymore ! worth zero

i am allowed to roll, i am from florida, baby ! california too, , , ! ! !

i have never built a life on this, and i do not plan to start ,

i don’t even want to be sharing this space with them, honestly. let’s get that clear , !

it is not even my way, and they drag me back into it. …………………… as if i want to be so funny, it is just my way of coping,

getting away from you and everyone else in the world has brought the best outcome, !

these stories will not stick with me anymore, i will disregard everything, i will turn the other way,

i want you to be well too, but you are not going to put me in harms way or take advantage of me,

focusing on the things i don’t even think about today

i do not have to go through my days thinking about myself in the ways some want me to…

i'm not comparing, just acknowledging my effort at the time. if we had met today we wouldn't have.

i sense increased hostility around me and i remain calm as can be. these tactics fail to hurt me in the ways they once did before,

i will always hold it against each person for being dishonest with me, playing games with my head, keeping me down for longer, when i needed support the most. what has changed?

i am once again offended, but i am not going to hold any more grudges.

how am i expected to recognize someone i used to know, passing by, after all of this?

are they acting? is “artificial intelligence” used to trap people now?

i’ve considered many views, and this is where i have pushed myself today. anyway, peace and good vibes from me,

i am not open to change against my will. i cannot pretend either. some people like to take advantage you know, who am i to say anything? well,