Author: justin

13:53

i will take ignoring everyone to the next level… i gave enough consideration.

12:44

moved my hands around on my walk. had a nap in the park all morning. put the earplugs in, enjoyed it. haven’t felt this way in some time. nothing you can do about it… if you don’t like it you can go back to where you came from.

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today i’ve decided to stop wearing my hat for a long while… (put it back on because i was cold)

meanwhile, the other one continues to break multiple rules daily and receives no warning. i had a reason…

01:29

so far i’ve lost two hours of sleep tonight and a cough is coming on. sore throat. am feeling a bit itchy as well, ?

23:45

it dawned on me that maybe the person in front of me, the same one messing with the air purifier (which has now been out of the room for several nights) is spraying this aerosol bottle of whatever and blaming me for it. tonight i spoke up and said something to him the moment he started spraying others’ spaces. it was so bad i had to go out on the balcony for another cup of coffee. then i went to sleep.

23:41

got up to use the toilet. is the heater on a different setting tonight? anyway, i opened the curtain when i returned. need some oxygen flowing in the room, a comfortable temperature,

18:53

do we have some actors around trying to get me in the mood? (here, el cappo,) take that how you will, it can go more than one way…

09:16

less than one month short of five years (1,802 days) i have been on my own, under two months away until four years (1,413 days) since i last met with anyone for anything. i am not the same person today…

09:06

tell me, why is this so difficult now? what do i need to change today? what is it i need to do to move forward? no one can answer because i am right and they are wrong. i am honest and they are not.

08:41

reminding myself that i stopped coming here completely to el cappo from 2017 march/april until 2023 december…

19:03

the one night i won’t complain about the heater being on all night (bags need to dry)

16:43

“no line up til 5:30pm!” everyone else moved away from the camera, and i will stay in the same spot i have just arrived to until the gate opens.

09:02

i’ve brought the air quality issue up enough times by now for there to be no more issues…

21:15

was told i “might” receive a warning for intimidating a staff, i had said aloud i was going to report her behavior.

so, i took a picture before setting back to auto, the one i expected immediately took notice and called for a particular staff. after a small argument between her and i she removed the machine from the room, which after some thought is better than it being on high, so whatever…

23:20

woke up suffocating and sure enough some idiot set the purifier to high again, just as i figured while catching my breath before getting up to fill with some water, (i changed it back to auto) my lungs still hurt ten minutes later

was charged for one more orange but i will not make an issue

just noticed the chips went up 30 cents more, can’t remember when they were 1.99…

and the peanut butter cups, when they were .99

^ ^ ^ ^ ^ i took them out and remembered i noticed this bag on the top of the bin stack had more than usual, so it’s fine…

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just realized it is “valentine’s day”, & i definitely have the nice salty batch of chips here

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and these are names i don’t pay attention to, a silly thought around here (street signs)

remembering when more people such as myself were laying about, here and elsewhere

03:48

second night i have awoken to find myself in a strange position, with my back twisted and eye cover shirt around my neck. also suffocating a bit, purifier is off auto again… (adjusted, myself, to auto, again, better airflow, again, yay!!!)

21:39

explaining that keeping the fan on high all night makes the room more stuffy, use your noggin . !

09:07

if i am selfish for not giving anyone the time of day then so be it!