i have never built a life on this, and i do not plan to start ,
Author: justin
they have stories donβt they, i donβt care to hear
i donβt even want to be sharing this space with them, honestly. letβs get that clear , !
it is not even my way, and they drag me back into it. β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦β¦ as if i want to be so funny, it is just my way of coping,

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the output
getting away from you and everyone else in the world has brought the best outcome, !

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washington park MAX station

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leave me be
these stories will not stick with me anymore, i will disregard everything, i will turn the other way,
i want you to be well too, but you are not going to put me in harms way or take advantage of me,

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evenings



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round two

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washington park

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a day in beaverton…

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a bit sketchy around here…
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wine day (portland)

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interstate bridge (vancouver)
focusing on the things i don’t even think about today
i do not have to go through my days thinking about myself in the ways some want me toβ¦
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hillsboro
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how would you compose yourself homeless?
i am not selling myself to anyone, . !
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y’all thought you had influence…

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i will never be associated, anywhere. !

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i will not be a scapegoat.
i'm not comparing, just acknowledging my effort at the time. if we had met today we wouldn't have.
today i am very familiar with how some can lie...
i sense increased hostility around me and i remain calm as can be. these tactics fail to hurt me in the ways they once did before,
i will always hold it against each person for being dishonest with me, playing games with my head, keeping me down for longer, when i needed support the most. what has changed?
i am once again offended, but i am not going to hold any more grudges.
how am i expected to recognize someone i used to know, passing by, after all of this?

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are they acting? is “artificial intelligence” used to trap people now?
let another 3 years pass… πΈ
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