16:43
i need support to get this done but where is it? do i have any ? surely not going to ever trust a stranger again, and that is what everyone isβ¦ yβall are becoming more so as well
16:43
i need support to get this done but where is it? do i have any ? surely not going to ever trust a stranger again, and that is what everyone isβ¦ yβall are becoming more so as well

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cold

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the spot of fourth of july fireworks, 2017
19:09
well this is all old talk anyway, not sure why you take this tone now. just repeating a familiar line you should know all too well by now, why you would say i do not value you when for whatever reason i still talk to you i am not certain

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the look today
10:40
no action just a few taps of this screen,
10:06
https://nitsuji.net/photos/21011/
looking at this photo makes me realize how much hair i have lost since then, and especially since this past april .

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thanksgiving morning
@ martine’s
10:55
i never listen to music anymore but this morning i made my way to an old last.fm account i used way back when and chose this song to play ,

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just for once…

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if someone asked you what it is i have spent the most money on, what would you say in response?

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another morning…
13:19
surely you arenβt new to the world and how some people operate. or maybe you are not quite used to this setting. what am i doing to improve my situation? well i used to work and get things done until i was pushed out of that. i have no way forward because the harassment continues to increase while i myself continue doing better alone. iβm not going to accept anything else.
09:57
slobs around the serving table!
09:09
hey! anyway, have a good day. ! will continue ignoring everyone and as flavio likes to say, ~sliding away~ from trouble. YaY!
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the first place i sat down homeless
10:31
one muffin, two cookies, and three pieces of bread.
17:58
father with son encourage younger to barrass, bully, abuse. good job, B r A v O !!!

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today i wait until 6pm (instead of 7pm)
07:42
you dismissed things i shared and expect me to give a definition of ptsd to make everything believable. but iβm not going to argue. just putting it out there. iβve been pushing through years of this to a better place, i feel good today overall, despite everything. unlike before and up to a few years ago, when it wasnβt as true.
06:16
his response was "your mind is really messy" and mine was, < my mind is fine enough. >

19:08
do you know people from the inside who will help you obtain my ssi while i get set up and thrown away?

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21:17

the only one
other than one more (but not really)
19:45
i sit here in the dark on a cold night after a day of rain with damp clothes, blanket, bags. waiting for me to act up, hmm?

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12:52
i am tired of running around in circles and i shouldn't be doing this still, i deserve something better by now.

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SoMa
08:45
you were quick to dismiss some of the things i shared, so i had a reason to ask,
22:24
why should i have to explain to you what it means? i gave you clear examples, and it wasn't easy doing so, especially under the circumstances... !