i’ve considered many views, and this is where i have pushed myself today. anyway, peace and good vibes from me,

March 30, 2025


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i am not open to change against my will. i cannot pretend either. some people like to take advantage you know, who am i to say anything? well,

March 15, 2025


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some quiet in the only place i can get it right now is really nice…(after my smoke outside around the town)

March 11, 2025


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you sold your soul? i’m not doing the same. if that is what being an adult is, then i don’t ever want to grow up. sounds familiar right? except i really stick to it, …

March 9, 2025


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never forget that i gave up everyone to prove a point. !

March 7, 2025


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best? always? i wouldn’t say that… i do the best i can. i’ve made an effort in the years i have been out here, but i have not been able to reach something stable, a place of my own. you could say i am selfish even though i had more than just myself in mind while i tried and worked hard for something better. i could be helping out and giving back by now. instead i am no longer able to work or meet anyone and i struggle to have even a conversation on the phone making appointments to finish this process obtaining disability. there were better days, few and far between…

March 5, 2025


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“you think i am bad, but you are not bad. uh-huh-huh-huh…”

here we go again…

March 4, 2025


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just like these strangers around who get upset at me because i don’t give them a second of my time and i easily shatter their games the moment they try and mess with me, in my usual style.

March 4, 2025


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my perseverance? emotional intelligence?

March 2, 2025