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_09:01

it has been 5 years since i last saw you... i don't know what this means. i've been alone for this long i am not with other people and their routines...

_10:41

the other day somebody around mentioned syphillis and it has me viewing some example photos again this morning…

_10:21

do i need to be reminded of labels also?

_09:54

bread & coffee day at martine’s

_09:17

i might be bitter to say some things…

_08:55

was so tuned out to the things being said to me from the maybe superviser at the gus’s market, i turned my head a few minutes after, observing the different kombucha varieties… (i have a reason to, i notice a difference) but i looked right through him and carried on, i guess now i have to walk further in a day again…

_08:54

whose idea is it to decorate the sidewalks? (i mean, besides yesterday)

_08:23

bought an avacado and ended up throwing it away,

_08:10

what should i buy from the store this morning? been switching the routine lately but i really don’t know anymore…

_20:57

if i watched all these tv shows i bet i’d have even more anxiety…

_20:19

so we all have to put up with this, is that right? i said aloud,

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this makes issues with several people tonight.

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staff tonight, for the first time…

_19:40

not picking up on any of your cues here…

_19:16

is it a stretch to say… i moved out here sooner than i did?… (conspire)

_19:04

serious question: who are they talking about, doing such awful things? i have been open about my past, am i in the wrong place to simply say some sound worse? i know i am good, putting my earbuds in.

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what’s good today?

_18:18

i will be comfortable whether you like it or not!

_18:16

well, there goes the shower for tonight…

_17:53

i don’t know anything about stigmas, i am being reminded of them. i am the one that walks all over them, everyday around town… (with a good attitude)

_17:13

an unusual usual stroll in the evening…

16:46

if you think treating me like this is going to change my mind you are mistaken.

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today i placed it here, am still wondering ? how common are these?

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after going several times over from above with the water hose i said to myself this is the solution to vent my frustration on the matter… (he could have had a pesticide attachment) my way of saying do it better next time…

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who placed this here and why?

_12:59

they took this from me (for awhile) . apparently this is showing off or something.

_11:15

you call yourselves adults? and you are proud of it, that behavior?

_09:19

i have some chips to greet me upon my return, ~

_09:08

i don’t care about your narrative, not giving it the time of day now. (i notice, but no)

_08:50

who do i think i am? someone who is above and beyond all of this.

_21:55

i held the curtain open not even half a minute and this little bitch demon gets out of bed to violently close the curtain, ripping it out of my hand. i back up and walk away. staff comes up to me a moment later asking if everything is okay, he saw “us getting into it” i said, why are you asking me? no, ! .

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i asked for some manners please, this is my space, (ignored)

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_20:26

even made a quick and subtle “no” gesture pointing up next to my hair in front of the office door camera, while i made my way back into the bathroom for 10 seconds rubbing my beard in the mirror… then back into the room to this irritating scent, in more ways than one.

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have i ever done this before?

_19:20

evil, if you view me this way, i don’t care to change it.

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shower time

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la la la

_15:07

i took it to the next level in 2026, (i’m giving myself much needed rest, thanks!)

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_14:31

i will never respect the order. i don’t have respect, never have.

^13:15

another weekend of cheap 🌸 that is not even half as good as before.

_13:12

a damaged nerve, an infection, or both?

_07:15

y’all are done… ! (i said it quietly, while sipping my coffeeish)

_06:21

opened curtain again, (not even half, just a bit)

_06:24

and it is closed again, !

_06:31

opened it again ‼️

_06:08

rise and shine i check the headlines and am reminded once again that the rest of the world is no different!

_05:59

what a bunch of babies in here. staff, and clients alike. !

_05:55

they are so quick to suffocate the room again! (one minute!)

_00:15

oooouuuuucccchhhhhhh ! drinking lots of water and running cold water on my thumb,

_15:00

doing it better? (what’s that for you?)

_14:30

the tower, a jammer, idk. it reminded me i used to use my phone less… (as if i needed reminding, i still do it often)